Monday, June 28, 2010
ohh is early in e morning 7am now.. woke upp at 530am feeling so hungry n swallowed down a polarr sugar roll :)simplyy nice im surprised! had apple, chunkypeanut bread n currently my second fav fruit- GOLDEN KIWI. omg is god damn nice i can eat up to five aday sucha greedy pigg.
well recently lotas things happened. n makes me think alot too. my heart aches alot for jas. thou she seems strong from e outside when i last seen her.. i know how painful n torturing it hav beenn for her n her family... i couldnt stop my tears tat night whenever i looked at her. life must be very difficult for her n her family right now.. busy coping n adjusting. bbf, i hope to see u accepting n moving on somedayy. im stuck w keep asking u out or leaving u personal space.. i jus wan to let u know ill always be here for u for life. we hav gone thru lots of ups n downs tis 13years.. n i wan u to know we will nv stop supporting each other.. jiayou!
looking at how tough it is for people around me makes me cherish of wat i hav now.. i will nv forget how devastating it was tat i could nearly lost my dad last yr n how harsh life was for us. n thou hes still on recovering stage n alot of stuffs still gg on.. im very very thankful as we hav each other n holding on together. going thru all these, looking at my friends loss, hearing wat my colleague told me abt her fren, seeing a pax tat struggling makes me learn not to take health, happiness n all e little joy in life for granted. jus like even looking up e clear blue sky in e early morning while on my way home makes me feel sudden pleased n contented for a moment as i guess i was enjoying tat smooth bus ride which kept my mind off busy reflecting..
how much we always complain abt feeling angry easily sad over small things well it actu so insignificant n silly.. life is fragile we should learn to cherish of wat we hav n do wats tat make us happy.. .life is so unpredictable n we should treasure each other n appreciate every moment of tat little joy in life tat adds up which makes a beautiful day for us :)
i know every human beings will nv be contented but lets learn to appreciate and not take our simplicity for granted.
alrighty gg back to slp
love,
hipper-x
