hipper-p(aunty as usual) msged me this morning- hair cut for only $4.80 at central! wah, super cheap. so we went to try it, or rather i was the the white rat.

hair cut of $4.80, u will think - wah, so cheap sure cut until very ugly... no wonder hipper p ask me to try first LOL. but it turn out fine in the end because hair-stylist ROCK is very good and very professional. very good service, for that very cheap price. ROCK is very friendly. ROCK is very nice. and he've got such a cool name. LOL.

i feel so embarrassed to blog about this, because now people will think im aunty and cheapskate, cut hair so cheap...oh no, and we were so worried holy-people will see us in the saloon when im blogging about it now.. haha, but who cares.

it has been a long time since i last blog about some proper stuff, work has been fine - bad as usual. and i went for other jobs interview but no company seems interested to hire me. guess its fated to stay in my company, so i shld continue and go for part-time studies in the meantime. but i hope to get into local uni to save me from working misery and really enjoy myself as a student. I WISH.

okay, will blog more often! bye for now.

hipper-c

it's been a long time since i blogged. alot of things happened but very lazy to type.

first. BYE BYE to cuhk. i'm to poor to visit u.

next. macro mid term was a disaster seriously. think i'm gonna get either zero or two marks.

i'm praying n hoping that the mc-issue will go smooth.

i'm so in need of money. super. it's negative btw.

ok. now the main point that i want to blog about. read the title. i thought of this issue while i was bathing. lol (i think alot while bathing or shitting lol) would one prefer a spendthrift partner or a thrifty one? tell me where can i find someone who is somewhere in between? someone who knows how to be 'financially wise'. it's so hard to find. people are so extreme.

a spendthrift person's mentality is that we should make full use of our 'resources' and enjoy life to the fullest! we shouldnt worry so much about money and at the end of the day become upset about it. have good food every weekend (at least). dine at some highclass restaurant, go for brands, shop at taka/paragon, want to take cab most of the time (if doesnt have transport), have cakes/icecreams in restaurants/cafes for dessert, blah blah. --this is so 'what the hell'. no financial planning. only know how to play. will suffer if i marry this kinda man. however, there will be short term enjoyment, but long term pain. -.-

a thrifty one would have the mentality of saving every single cent for 'rainy days' (my mother's favourite term -.-). will not want to enjoy even if there r more than sufficient funds. he/she would always be worrying that the 'rainy day' will come. prefers to cook at home or dine at coffeeshops. the once-in-a-while good food would be 'zhi char' with curry fish head/crab and a few side dishes, shops at chinatown/'heartlands' shopping centres, have tau huay or ice kachang from chomp chomp for dessert, chooses to take public transport all the time, blah blah. --this is also SO 'what-the-hell'. super good financial planning, no fear for the 'rainy day' will also suffer if i marry this kinda man. because there will not be any pain in the future, but no enjoyment as well. =(

tell me where to find an in-between. btw, i'm NOT referring to any individuals i've met. [i bet 90% of u would think it's ben n norman] nono!! it's just what i thought while i was bathing. -____________- i know it's damn bo liao. i'm just too bored.



hipper-p

u know im still damn argh over what had happened to me today.

I WAS SO FUCKING ANGRY.

cos today two fucking stupid girls stepped on my tail!!

first. is e girl from np. i think shes from monster. n also nat team if im not wrong. u see not like i know her tat well. but when she saw me. which i haven even notice her at all tat shes from cp. she looked away from me w her nose up in e sky n damn arrogant. for like few bloody sec. can u believe it??!!! i mean seriously im not angry like kao y m i not e one who notice u first n did it. im jus angry like come on la. GROW UP OKAY. ure so CHILDISH!! gosh gosh. i think i know her name but i shall not reveal it here yet cos not yet confirm later anyhow. consult my cp mates first. u see seriously do i look like im tat 'close' w u as an enemy. i know np n tp are rivals in cp. but sigh how old already. GOSH. i swear if is me i wont do that to u at all. seriously i might even smile. cos still. oh we are from cp. i mean im ex-cp. fuck i really damn angry.

okay so is enough already right. den next theres two bloody girls started to talk damn loudly in e toliet. when i was talking to hydi discussing e price of some bag. n i said smth like not worth it. n this girl said e whatever thing not worth it as well. so hydi replied ya lor ya lor tot is me. so they keep talking super loud interrupted us. n i said 'theyre so noisy'. n when i wanted to walk to another mirror. this girl TSK super loudly at me. den said ' i dun like her' to her fren!! den e fren replied 'ya cos of what she said right' super angry. so i told hydi outside toliet. den when they walked out. hydi suggested lets give them e from head to toe look a few times. haha i tot tats so ah lian act. but whatever. they deserved it. fucking bitches. so we did that.

im super super pissed. im so innocent la. n kanna this shit from these disgusting horrible girls w such childish mindset.

argh. anyway just wanna to vent it out. haha n also not worth it to be angry n waste time thinking of these shit ppl.

oh well. enough. i already had enough things on my mind. sigh.

Now that its all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should have saw it running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.


Well, i guess i'm over her. I've tried hard enough, and probably nothing would work anymore when the feeling's not there anymore.
Said enough, done enough, just not enough to get her feelings back.
Not to live in self denial is what she wants me to do now.
Alright, thanks for all those for now.
I'm packing up and moving on, with no more regrets.
And thanks so much hippers, to be there for me, for those crazy ideas as well.
(:
Love you guys.

Love,
Hipper-w

today is saturday. saturday was always a busy lovely day w lots of activities. n every time when my roster out saturday off was always one of e thing to look out for. but from today onwards is going to change. i slept till 5 today n lucky hipper-c called to meet them dinner. if not i dunno what to do when i wake up. perhaps dinner alone.

w a house that currently nobodys home. parents went cruise n brothers out w their dates.

recently things jus keep happen n changing all e times.

oh well. i shall stop thinking of some stuff for a moment. n update abit. i jus changed a new phone v9. damn cool phone. was stuck btw sony erri but tat like cost almost 600bucks so nokia 6500 or v9. of cos v9 cos it jus look damn good on me hahah. oh well. n bought a new camera at e it fair. cos e old one not working anymore. suppose to be pay by my dad but he made me pay for it. angry.

anyway this mth already spent alot. plus im gg hk sfo soon. meeting mel there. glad that us rate is so low now. oh well. but but but. my acc is so dry now. how ah. sigh.

actu alot things to feel like pouring out. but dunno y everytime jus suddenly dun feel like talking about it anymore.

'today is e beginning of e end of everything thats ever felt between u and me'

hipper-x

nice sand work!

got back money n banking essay today. got a B+!! rather happy. but after knowing the other girl whose answers were not so relevant according to the tutor, and she got an A-, (btw, the tutor said mine was detailed and good) feel abit 'wtf'. wahlao. why................ haiya, just dont be greedy la. not like i put in alot of effort. LOL.

macro mid term make up is this fri. so dead la. still havent study finish. SO DEAD. truefriend and i r both troubled by the lousy bfs. WHY WHY WHY! we MIGHT be moving into pgp!! so excited to stay in school. =D

the mind game hipper-c taught me to play kinda like worked!! HEHE. but, norman's the advanced player.... hard to handle. HAI. life's so sad.. =(

hipper-c went out with jasmine today. hope she'll give us some updates about the 'date'.
hope hipper-x n w are both coping well too..


hipper-p

went to watch water horse with my friend and who guess who i saw!..........hipper p and norrrrrrrrrrman...ahahaaha

this is cursoe the water horse.

love,

hipper c

it's friday!! the worst week of the sem is finally OVER!!

OVER!!!!!!!!!!!

feeling damn shiok. all the assignments done (though i didnt put in my best effort), jap mid term's over, marketing presentation's over as well. we got to know our presentation results on the spot. OUR GROUP GOT AN A!! lol. really cant believe it. i think our group's so slack. we only had like, one 'real' meeting. clarice did most of the work, i didnt even do anything much, only added 2 powerpoint slides while i was on the bus. feel a little bad, but... who cares! we got an A eventually. WEE!

slept only 2hrs last night to rush through all the assignments that was due today. after tutorial, went to town with true friend to get her brown lizard fixed because she couldnt connect to the internet in sch n home. but when we were at the sony repair centre, the stupid lizard could detact wireless............... pekcek. den we went to do eyebrows n moustache.

reached home at about 5plus, thought that i could take a good rest. mum came back n said bala admitted hospital. =( she hasnt been feeling well since she came back from shanghai on sun. some stomach problem. so, went to ttsh with papa n mama to visit her. she looked weak. =( came back home, thought i can have a good sleep. mum forgot to buy things to pray for tmr. -.- met hipper-c at central n she pei me to buy n came my place to watch mobtv n crapped. now hipper-c has gone home, n i'm waiting for norman to finish work... not feeling that tired already. i'm weird!

hai. just hope that bala would be better soon.

can only rest for few days and the macro MAKE UP mid term (true friend n i went to take mc to skip the actual one) is next fri. money n banking mid term 27th. -______-



hipper-p

money and banking essay due on --fri
marketing assignment due on --fri
marketing presentation on --fri
japanese mid term on --thurs

Now: tues 2.30am, ie, wed.

死にたいよ!!!
とうしょうかな・・・

LOL.

hipper-p

hello everyone, im hipper c. i've blogged a loooooooooooong story on valentines day...that was me and not hipper p. norman got her a bear with three roses by the side and sent it to her at 12am. wah, so sweet =D

oh ya, HAPPY BDAY MY EVIL TWIN!!

so i came to a conclusion, i have to be cruel to myself to be kind.. so i decided not to think about her anymore..though the pain kills..but i know its all for the best for her or maybe me. i wonder why do we have so many different feelings? i mean if everyone could just have one - be happy always =D the world will be such a better place. hahaa...dreaming...

anyway, caught this movie online, lost in wild...super nice show..but i dont think alot of people will like it...they'd probably switch it off after 15mins of the start..but wierd la, i like such wierd show..so true to your heart sometimes...hmm, guess im thinking alot nowadays..too many thoughts too many consquences to one's action...too many this and that.....grrrr, i think we all need freedom not just physically but also mentally...hmm, dont know what im saying anymore..hahahaa....

just wanna find someone and settle down and lead a simple life..hahaa...

love,
hipper c