spent a very lame christmas by silso beach...picnic and play uno. -.- with another three couples somemore. bert is not free =( feel so odd, but got no choice. went out with ZH before meeting them, kinda irritated by his actions...guess not fated to meet the right one yet. hahaa...

day before, went out with hipper w, qianhui and jennyfur...had a great time! at least better than christmas =x

boring 2007, soon after i graduated, its work everyday! hope a good 2008 will come... hope i can find the right one and be richer...maybe all hippers be happy and richer too! ahahaha....

although u dont read my blog at all......

i hate you! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU, NORMAN CHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE YOU!

on a side note, i injured my little toe. the toe nail is coming out already, i think. very loose already. bled like siao. irritated man.

BAD DAY!!


hipper-p

As expected, i did quite badly for exams as compared to previous sems. but it wasnt as bad as i expected la. cap didnt fall below 3. but it fell by 0.36. BOOHOOHOO! well, i deserve this seriously.

ok some updates (lol). this WILL be a ultra long-winded n wordy entry without any pics. (i'm still waiting for haze to send us the pics with xmas hats llol!) i need to mark all these events down man.

went to malaysia with norman sometime last week (secretly, i realise my passport was with me. haha!) on BIKE. boring trip la. he already told me not to expect any shopping or playing or what. his purpose there was just to do his bike (it's damn cheap) and the get cheap patrol. lol. got his bike done and had cheap lunch at some coffeeshop. after that we drove pass some shopping centres n i saw secret recipe!! i bugged him to let me buy a slice of cake b4 leaving msia. so we bought my fav chocolate banana cake at only $4.50 rm!! (it's S$4.50 here). so happy. and it tasted just as nice. =D got a gift for pcy n we hurried back to his bike. he was afraid to have a missing wheel....... whatever la. -____-

abt a week b4 christmas, haze suggested that we do a xmas exchange among the 4 sisters. $20 bucks for each sister. norman agreed to go SHOPPING with me. hehe. it was the FIRST time we actually 'shopped' tgt. so we decided to go on a sat, when the car's home, so that i dont have to carry all the stuffs on the BIKE.-.- so on sat, i dress so nicely n waited for him downstairs, den he turned up un BIKE. =( i kept complaining about wearing so nice to take BIKE and he keep saying 'what's wrong?' i just dont like it la. and the sky was so dark! looked like it was going to rain! so in the end we went back to park the bike n took public transport instead. on the way there, my freaking new pair of heels gave me like 5 blisters. so we went to buy a pair of shoes once we reached there. b4 the trip, i was still afraid that he'd be the kind who would stand outside the shop, or stone n look very not interested when i shop. to my surprise, he actually helped me choose my shoes! hahaha. after we got my new pair of heels, he said to me 'i cant believe i'm actually choosing shoes for u, usually with my exS i would stand outside the shop. i didnt know why i did that' hahaha. =D he's changing! =D den we went on the choose my sisters' gifts, had villa'ge for dinner and headed back home by public transport. fun! =D

the gifts everyone bought were over budget man. i feel damn bad, i got them all the cheap gifts. they got me all expensive stuffs. big sis bought me a swatch watch with swarovski crystals! bala bought a pair of shoes frm mphosis, some face mask n eye pads, haze bought me 2 PUSH UP BRAS. -.- haha. i bought big sis a perfume frm tokyo, bala a levis tshirt n haze a adidas sports bra. they looked like they didnt really like their gifts.. but well, at least i put in an effort to choose. =(

christmas eve was not so great because i quarreled with norman. but truefriend's company was great! =D went to pcy's bday with norman in the evening n stayed there till almost 11pm. -______- den went down to cu to look for true friend. because of my ai-mai-ness, i made everyone unhappy. =( norman said something damn sad. 'this is the first time i'm spending christmas eve like this. can u give me some time to cool down.' =( =( =( i feel so bad that our first christmas eve was not a very sweet one. =( but i'm glad he made an effort to save n buy n a gift la. he got me a chain from perlini's silver. i got him a levis tshirt. haha. the chain's quite nice la. i wore it that night. =D norman left cu at about 1plus. i think he wanted to have fun with his friends la. n i would be bored to follow him, i rather stay at cu with true friend. so we didnt really spend christmas eve together. =( well, at least in the end both of us had fun, although not tgt la. true friend fell down frm the short flight of stairs in cu. BOTH her ankles swelled damn bad. until now still havent see doc/sinseh. siao one la she.

norman n i didnt spend christmas day tgt as well. =( he clubbed till 7plus in the morn n slept till 7plus pm and i was having steamboat dinner with me family when he called. =( mayb this is what i should expect from a 'matured' r/s. true friend said, just take it as it's just another day. HAI. sometimes i think back huh, i could have been having a CHRISTMAS FEAST with ben n his family!! turkey, ham, ribs, shepherds pie, lamb, pasta, log cake... YUMMMMYYY! well, i have to learn to forget about all these.


i've been nua-ing alot man. mum just bought a nintendo DS (i paid $100 for it!) and it's fun! hahaha. norman kept saying it's damn childish but end up, he was the one who keep playing the MARIO game. we were suppose to take turns to play, each person one life. he keep cheating la. died already but dont tell me. i wait till i fell asleep......................

ok, too much details already. shall got dl more games n go to bed. seeing dr lok tmr. goodnight!


hipper-p

ok, i'm still enjoying my nua life, i think. but i think it's starting to get a little boring. i need a job. =(

it's hari raya haji today! didnt do much. lazed around ptps. as usual, norman cooked lunch. (miso soup with instand noodles!) =( den we surfed friendster together and realised so many of his friends' friends are my friends. i think it's pretty common for everyone la. nothing surprising. den i went home to bathe n have dinner, mummy cooked. after dinner, norman called again n said he went to buy crabs to cook with hsiang sen n asked if i wanna join them. so i went to eat the HORRIBLE black pepper crab with them. yuck. it was bad! the crabs he cooked the other time were MUCH nicer. came back home again, had 2nd round of mum's food. omg, i'm really eating alot these days. went big sis's place to play nintendo wii for a while. hehe. now, trying to learn how to use picasa (ok, i know i'm outdated.) here r some of my WONDERFUL WORKS.







and i like this the MOST. HEHEHE.

i'm not an artistic person, i know. i'm trying my best already. seeing everyone's pic on friendster looking so 'artistic' with all the effects, i thot i shd do something to all my dead photos too.LOL. the last one is suppose to be a christmas card for norman. HAHA.

ok, i'm really too bored. cant sleep. shall talk about ytd. ytd was a not-so-nua day. drove over to norman's place and da bao-ed lunch for him (tomyum!) because i decided to let him be king ytd. i made him angry the day before. =( after lunch, we drove the car to dreamzwork to find haze n went to town tgt. norman was paiseh to have dinner with haze n big sis. lol. so both of us went to have pepper lunch on our own. after dinner, we still had 2 hrs before our movie. so we decided to go back to his place by public transport to get the car. I was damn EXCITED! first time taking public transport with norman. damn fun! on the train, we were arguing about how to pronounce 1-10 in korean. his pronunciation was SO OFF la. really dont sound like at all. i argued that i have true friend to teach me the CORRECT way of pronouncing but he said so loudly that my way of pronouncing sounds like indian. then, there was this indian beside him which he didnt know. the indian man also arm-chio la. hahaha. damn funny. oh then we got the car, went back to town and caught alvin n the chipmunks (it's DAMN nice! cute!) and then went to the beach where norman told me how he used to woo his ex-gfs! lol. damn funny. it was SO not romantic. =( haiya, i can nv have a romantic relationship. i will always burst out into laughter when ppl try to be sweet. why huh. =( lol. i guess it's ok la. we can be a comical couple then. =D it was the FIRST TIME we're like doing things together, as in, only 2 of us. HAHA. he's changing! =D

i really feel VERY guilty for lying to him twice. he's been trying so hard to change, and me, LIED to him twice. =( i want to win back his trust again. =(


hipper-p

it's been a loooonng time since any hippers blogged here. =( we're suppose to make this blog more alive rmb?? come on ppl blog HERE!! RIGHT NOW!!

ok, i'm getting tired of the 'someone-somebody' issue. shall just ignore all of them. anyway, i'm damn happy with my nua life now! i'm lovin it! i hope i can nua for another 3mths. but, sad to say, sch holidays r like ending real soon. =( also, a nua life = no $. need to start working soon la.

went town with true friend that day and got myself 3pairs of bra! hehe. it's only $49.90 for 3 triumph bra, i dunno it's considered cheap or not la. den i saw this guess bag damn nice!! but it's $79.90 sia. it's considered cheap for a guess bag la i think. but, still cant bear to sign for it again. i'd be so so dead when the credit card bill comes next mth.

the other day went for steamboat with true fren, hipper-x n eunice. first time true fren n hipper-x met!! haha. it was fun la. ate alot. after that eunice n xianwen came over to my place n we played nintendo wii n board games with haze, chee, andriani n big sis. haha. fun sia. especially the twister part. everyone went crazy man! shall upload the video next time.

sat, norman brought me to have turtle soup at a shop he used to go when he was young. it's yummy! however, i cant help but to keep thinking which part of the turtle was i eating when i put every piece into my mouth. =( den in the evening norman fetched me to grandma's bday n he headed to st james with his sister. grandma's bday was the usual style la. took photos with that fav cousin of mine. =D


after grandma's dinner, went to some gay pub with my cousins n when we arrived there, c.k was so damn drunk already. so i decided to go to st james for a 'spot check' on norman! hahaha. he wasnt doing anything when i arrived la. he was just stoning and staring at the stage. -.- den he saw this girl who look like his ex. keep smiling to him sia. still went to 'cheers' with her. but i decided i should be understanding and not kick up a big fuss. after all (according to him), it just shows how 'attractive' he is. -.- whatever la. i think he's changed alot already. really. i can feel it. =D

sunday was a nua, but wonderful day. just felt really good to get more assurance from him. the ride home was a short but sweet one. he told me alot of his 'true' feelings which made me feel quite touched. he's not very good with his words la, really. but i appreciate his effort for trying to be sweet and HONEST. HAHA.

today, met mummy at ttsh for her scan and went to hipper-x's place to watch star awards with her, den met true fren at hougang mall for dinner and headed back home. feeling abit sick today. nose blocked, plus itchy throat. bought a box of panadol cold at $4.50 (is there an increase of price??) took 2 just now, still not feeling very good. i wanna get well soon! den go batam with true fren, and hopefully hipper-x this fri/sat to get our hair, fingernails n toe nails done. =D oh ya, and SEAFOOD!!!=D


hipper-p

yes! it's finally over! not that i really studied damn hard or what la. i was really super slack. but just glad that it's over! dont even dare to think of the results day. 26th. =(

suddenly got the 'feel' to blog. hehe. it's gonna be a loooonng entry. haha! i think blogging is, as hipper-x suggested, good for connecting lives among friends. also, i think blogging is good for keeping records of our daily lives. happy, as well as unhappy stuffs. once in a while, u can read your old entries and have a good laugh. hehe.

29th nov, the day b4 macro paper:
went to true friend's place to study overnight. we went to the study area downstairs to 'study'. at around 2 or 3am master woo came with his 'surprise' supper for true friend (u see, i'm helping u to rmb all these sweet things he does. lol.) den as we were studying, he watched mobtv beside. so distracting. lol. went up to her place at 6am to bathe and had yummy breakfast prepared by true friends TRUE KOREAN MOTHER, our dearest ANG SOON! LOL. i really have to blog about her mum. she's such an interesting person to talk to. lol. when i asked for her korean name, she wrote it in chinese characters for me. it is read in chinese as 'hong shun' and that's similar to the korean pronounciation as well. den i suddenly realised that in hokkien, it would be ANG SOON. lol. damn funny. some gang leader. haha. oh and it's so sweet of her to wake up so early just to prepare breakfast for us. i felt really paiseh. but according to them, that's the korean culture. -.- den we went to school for the paper. -.-




30th nov, hipper-c's bday:
a really BAD day.
i really need to complain about this day, although it's a little too late now. hehe. went to sch without any sleep. after the paper went to withdraw from my SEP, really cant afford to go den kanna 'suan-ed' by the admin person for not informing them earlier. den true friend n master woo left. went to print notes ALONE. printer jam!! wahlao. wad's even worse was that the printer man went for break. -.- so i went to collect my GEK paper which was supposed to be there by 12. walked all the way to as4. reached about 1pm. no paper. tutor was late. must wait till 2. den slowly walked back to the printing place ALONE, printer man NOT BACK. den wait n wait for about 1/2 hr. finally he came back. took damn long to get everything fixed. feeling damn irritated already. went to take bus back alone because norman was SLEEPING AT HOME. the worst thing was, i got molested on the bus. WAHLAO. hipper-c laughed at me, n didnt believe anyone would wanna molest me. norman also. tmd. this man keep pretending to be asleep and kept poking my breast using his elbow. tmd. i didnt dare to shout at him cuz i scared he'd shout back, 'u think u very pretty ar. who will wanna molest u' =( but according to true friend, that's the mentality of all molesters. they KNOW that no one would dare to expose them. hai. lousy day. took a short nap den went to prepare for hipper-c's 'surprise' bday bbq. i really feel very bad for not treating her very nice that day and kept showing a black face. it's really because of the long n bad day i had. i'm sorry hipper-c. =( ohya, and u should really thank hipper-x for her efforts. really.

sun:
went shopping with sisters and woohoo!! bought some clothes and a hair band. really damn broke now. hipper-x came to stay over at my place! we played nintendo wii with haze n chee. damn retarded. HAHAHA.

SEE SEE! hipper-x so engrossed in the game. whole body moved together LOL. damn fun!


mon and tues:
'mugged' for wed's last paper. yes, the geisha paper. -.-

wed (5th dec!!):
woohoo!! finally finished exams. waited from 3 to 4 for norman to come fetch me because it was raining SO heavily. n guess what. i wait for him for an hour. he waited for ONLY TWO MINUTES den he complained. quarrelled. wtf. angry sia. hurting words came shooting out of our mouths unknowingly, i suppose. really damn pissed. den went powerhouse with hipper-x and her SQ friend at night. was dancing so happily and suddenly this damn weird guy came so close to me from the back and start hugging my waist n stuff. wahlao damn pissed. pushed him away and wanted to turn around n scold. when i turned around, TADAHH! it's norman. LOL. everything's fine now. i'm SO like mummy. so easy to 'hong' and so easily contented now. cant stand myself. lousy shit. oh, it was really fun last night. hipper-x's fren hydi is really fun to be with, and the 2 malay SQ boys were fun as well. but i puked like siao. so embarrassing. luckily mr. chee came to the rescue! haha.

today:
suppose to meet true friend to go town but, as expected, i slept till damn late. phone died. and couldnt contact her. i'm so sorry. she was abit pissed cuz she waited for me whole day. sorry man true friend.

tmr - sun:
will be working at vivo giant. promoter again. really dont feel like working but, haiya, just help haze la. her newly set up company needs help. well. it's a $65 7hrs job. abit sian thou. =(


feel like nuaing soo sooo much! oh and just some random pics of this new friend of mine. he's norman's english friend. came sg for holiday. so handsome! lol. guess how old is he? lol.




ultra looong entry, i know. u can choose not to read it. hehe. i just want to keep track of what is going on in my life. =D




hipper-p

right now, my mind is in a mess. feeling so disturbed, annoyed, puzzled.

what if what 'someone' says is true? i seriously need somebody to tell me it's not, RIGHT NOW. i cant study anymore. cant concentrate. shall just go for my paper tmr n do my best. write whatever that comes to my mind for that 2 long essay questions. i just pray for a C for this module seriously. oh actually i just hope to pass everything. i'm not asking for much. just C for every module. i promise to work hard next sem. i promise.


if this 'someone' is just some bo liao person trying to play mind games with me, i would feel so dumb to be disturbed by him/her. there just something in me that's telling me it MIGHT be true. might. mayb there just isnt enough trust. but so what if it's true. do i really care that much? i dont know. i think i'm not really SO affected but definitely a little affected. i dont know what i'm talking about here also. i'm so confused.

maybe everyone around me is right. i'm just an innocent LITTLE girl. -.-




hipper-p

sorry hipper-c. sigh cant be able to be there n make it for ur birthday celebration. glad to hear that u enjoyed :) n yes we will meet up very soon k. after this wed exams will be over for hipper-p!! n yes perfect time for hippers gathering.

these r my offdays (means rest in spore n u can date me out!!): DEC 6, 8, 14,15, 17, 18, 21, 22, 24, 26.
JAN 4, 5, 6.

yea i jus back from cairo. went sightseeing w my batchmate. cool right get to work w my batchmate sharen haha. quite fun la at least not lonely this trip.

well yest went hipper-p house stayover. n i overslpt couldnt hear my phone ring at all. i feel so bad. like really super bad. haix sorry dad. sorry. but yes i tell myself 14dec i wan to be there. sorry :(

met eu tonight for dinner. she got me little 'piggy' n i lost it. lucky found it at topshop. well. before that met my batchmate at nydc for a drink.

ok. tml meeting her lunch n coming back prepare my stuff for tmls work.

sigh still feeling bad.
that guilt in me which is killing me right now.

hipper-x

thank you hipper w and c for organizing the birthday bbq, thank you for inviting zhong hai, thank you all who came...i hope you all enjoyed yourself...hope to see hipper x soon...

anyway, made a resolution for myself because i feel that im not young anymore...suddenly feel like doing so many things...so many dreams to fulfil.....im gonna write a wishlist like hipper p, but much much much much shorter...HAHA.
1) get a car licence (pending for about a year but still very lazy...no motivation)
2) get a degree (hopefully can get into NTU next year with bert)
3) find a better much BETTER job. (hopefully overseas job)
4) a new handphone
5) go down to UOB to get my credit/debit card done (also pending for a year already)
6) FORGET HER ( i think this is the toughest)

love,
hipper c