last sem, i took bahasa indonesia. the project was fun! we performed a musical (cinderella, indonesian verison). i finally got the video frm ibu indrianti.

this is the part where the evil step sister was supposed to 'seduce' the prince. here's abit of the translation. when the prince refused to dance with me, i ran back to my evil dad, cried, and asked (in a super act cute tone), 'is it because i'm not pretty that's why the prince refused to dance with me???????' LOL. damn bimbotic. it was really fun doing the project, everyone was quite 'on' lol. wanted to upload the whole file, haha. but abit redundant la, cuz the whole thing is in indonesian. mayb i add in subtitles den i upload here. LOL. so, i edited the video n only uploaded MY PART. hahahahha.


hipper-p

ok boring. good night.

hipper-x

so bored. no school today. suppose to meet hipper-x to go back holy for breakfast (LOL.) but both of us couldnt wake up. it's a boring day.

just checked my nus mail n saw this email for recruiting volunteers to vietnam for cip!! cool man. it's a 3weeks project n they need students to go there to teach the small kids and also help them to expand their education network. so cool so cool. think i will go for the interview. =D

so bored, got this from true friend's blog. (the only few blogs that i read are true friends', theng's hipper-w's... ya i think that's it.)





hipper-p

dragged myself up from bad this morn to go to sch for macro lect. while i was on the way there, received eileen's sms that she's not going for lect and 5secs later true friend sms-ed me as well saying she's not going as well.. i went for macro lect ALONE....... went to the library ALONE during my 2hrs break. damn sian, but good thing is that i read my jap notes! =D den went for international econs lect frm 2-4pm. good thing weilin was there and i had company. she's damn nice. lent me macro1 text last sem and this sem, she's lending me her macro2 text. so i dont have to buy! say alot of money sia. n we chatted about hongchuan during lect. so fun!

norman chee came to pick me after lect and he want to cook AGAIN. -.- this time round bak kut teh. it was nice la. dont know it's his skills or the instant mix was good. den we quarrelled again. damn sian. i went home by myself.

jap2 lect tmr at 12pm. only 1 lect tmr. sian sian sian.



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finally scanned the pics. true friend u can save frm here. norman chee looked so............. dunno how to say. lol.




not much updates la. life is getting more n more boring for me. especially after school started.

went to weekiat's 21st bday on wed, norman accompanied me. quarrelled and 'broke up' after the bday party. norman chee sms-ed me the next day. and i'm damn lousy, forgive him so easily. -.-
thurs hipper-c came to have dinner with me. we talked alot at the play ground.LOL. i feel she matured alot, really. i felt that i was talking to a different tianying that night.lol.
fri norman chee cooked lunch and as usual, i had to wash the dishes. his cooking is really not bad la, i must admit. i'm lousier. i can only cook speghetti using the instant mix and macaroni and some simple dishes i learned in FnN class last time. he cooked his 'hua tiao' prawns (LOL!), beansprouts and steamed egg. he fetched me to meet grace, karris and joshua for dinner while he met alan for his. after our dinners he came back to chomp to pick me and went ALL the way to cineleisure to buy his wasabi peas in our NUA clothes. really damn embarrassing. and after that we had DVD marathon. -____- overall, he treated me quite nice that day. as in, i feel it's abit nicer than usual. mayb he was trying to redeem himself.HAHA.
sat we rented more dvds to watch again -_____- den i went to yikying's 21st bday. azaleas n i wanted to share a $138 chain from citigems for yikying. we thought that it would be more appropriate for a 21st bday gift. but some of our other pri sch friends wanted to share. they decided to buy $100 worth of wisma vouchers and SIX ppl shared. wth. i was so embarrassed to give the stupid vouchers when we were there la. other ppl came with like paper bags frm adidas, SK jewellery, goldheart.... ours? $100 WISMA VOUCHER frm SIX PATHETIC PRI SCH FRIENDS. god. damn paiseh. after that went prawning with norman. and after prawning, he went st james with skye after sending me home. =(((((((((((((((( i felt abit unhappy la because while we were prawning he told me that his 2 ex GFs msged him that they were at st james. but skye wanted to go n she needed company. he asked me along too, he said if i dont trust him i can go also. mayb he purposely asked cuz he knows i confirm wont wanna go. =( but whatever la. really lazy to change n go. so they went la. and he reached home like 7am in the morn. dont know how true la, he said he saw one of the ex but only said hi. dont wanna ask so much also. damn sian.
today he cooked again. cooked the prawns we caught. it was quite sweet at first when we got tgt to always cook together and blah blah. but cooking too often is abit.......... -_________- den i watched him 'play' photoshop on the com. while i read my jap book. he's the kind who can really stare at the com for the entire day. that's how we spend time together. -.-


i'm getting too longwinded



hipper-p

goodbye to norman chee, hello to single life.
i doubt he'll come back n look for me seriously. once again, i feel damn worthless. =(

just came back from a GOOD talk with kj and also another session of good-listener-class for me. -.- went for a short ride on his new bike! we're really growing up. everyone's owning their own vehicle. when the hell would it be MY turn......

lecture at 10am tmr morn, which means i have to wake up at 8am. it's 3am now and i still cant sleep.

somebody help me pls... tell me what i should do. =( i dont want to be a loser anymore. should just stay strong n learn to be independent this time round.


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at norman's place now waiting for his dad to come back before we drive to east coast to meet jiaming n kitty to roller blade n cycle n swimmmmmmmmm..... lol. we're finally doing something 'healthier' -.- desmond just called to ask me to join them for mahjong. lol. wrong timing man. really feel like meeting him tho, to take my SEXY PANTIES her bought for me from bangkok................. LOL.

ok i just realised i have not made any new yr resolutions! hahaha.

1. to quit smoking

2. spend more time with my family

3. study hard for coming sem

4. be strong and independent

5. to be more patient and understanding

6. to lose weight

7. to jog at least once a week

8. to.... will update when i think of more

saw this on true fren's blog. found it quite interesting. hehe. what we can rmb about 2007.

1) Where did you begin 2007? couldnt rmb at first. i was at BRADELL HEIGHT CC with ben, dad n mum counting down. LOL. and there was fireworks!! so hip! and mark lee was the host there. -.- and he was making stupid remarks when everyone was happily watching the fireworks. -______- ben n i were laughing like crazy at mark lee la. lol.

2) What was your status by Valentine's Day? In a relationship. was still with ben.

3) Were you in school (anytime this year)?of course -__-

4) How did you earn your money? giving tuition in the first half of the year and during 7th mth worked for martell, and whenever there are roadshows for optopharm. oh, and my tuition agency.LOL.

5) Did you have to go to the hospital? yes, to visit desmond. so glad that he's recovering very well =)

6) Did you have any encounters with the police? erm, is ben considered a police? lol.

7) Where did you go on holidays? to tioman and batam only. =(

8) What did you purchase that was over$1000?haha, NO.

9) Did you know anybody who got married? erm, i think veron? or isit 2006?

10) Did you know anybody who passed away? dont think so.

11) Did you move anywhere? nope.

12) What concerts/shows did you go to? none

13) Are you registered to vote? NO! i want to vote for the opposition party if i ever have the chance to. serangoon is under GOH CHOK TONG btw. -.-

14) Who did you want to win Big Brother? huh?

15) Where do you live now? serangoon ave 2, since i was born. -.-

16) Describe your birthday. quiet one i would say. went to school for a test (i think?) and hipper-c treated me to marche dinner, true friend and master woo came alone. but had a pre-celebration organised by grace the weekend b4. =D

17) What's the one thing you thought you'd never do but did in 2007? to leave ben and be with someone like NORMAN? lol. or mayb smoke and club.

18) What has been your favorite moment?mmm... really no idea. lol. too many and none is significant enough for me to rmb right away when i read this qn. -.-

19) What's something you learned aboutyourself? i can be pretty 'heartless' i would say, and i'm pretty bad tempered also. i'm also quite childish and selfish. i saw alot of my own BAD point in 2007. have not discovered any new good points though. =( i'm quite a pessimistic person.

21) What was your best month? i think aug/sept. really went MAD. lol. i think it's considered the bast n worst. =D

22) What music will you remember 2007 by? erm. JI DE! lololololololol.

23) What are you most looking forward to for 2008? my 21st bday! =D

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today woke up n quarrelled w evil gf. den we went chinatown had dimsum. i still miss that banana dessert now. on e way there we argued nonstop n like kids stepping on each other feet. went bugis looking for a suitable necklace as her mum present after lunch. in e end didnt get any cos none within budget r nice. but well evil gf really has that heart for her mum to get her smth really nice perhaps jus not e day. but hope her mum can feel it.

after that we walked around n she decided to remove her two big moles on her back. which cost her 30bucks in total including some cream. n hope smth good will soon change her life or she becoming happier n more positive abt stuff which is good too. well jus see if this myth really true like what alot old ppl talking abt.

den we went home seperately. didnt send her home. guess cos i was very tired n yea is so far n plus peak hour. called my parents wanted them to come fetch me n we go for dinner but they over at tm. sigh. lazy n tired to go all e way there. so called pris n jas on e way back. wondering if they r free to meet dinner at hg. in e end jas at her grandma house n pris gonna catch a movie w norman. hope they will have a great time n not argue again this time round.

straight after my takeaway noodles. i felt so damn tired. nuaing on bed w wang n i fell asleep. slept all e way to 12plus. n woke up not feeling sleepy at all. shit. so jus packed my bag for tmls work. n here im feeling damn bored. like damn damn bored n hungry AGAIN. n plus not sleepy. how dead is that. n yes thats e reason y im here typing all these. hate nights that i cant sleep n next day got to wake up early. but well tmls work still alright cos is in late afternoon. bali nightstop. coming back on mon. n seriously cant stand my room anymore. gonna have spring cleaning on mon. throw away all my nv wear or wore once twice clothes. n wanna date ppl go ikea w me soon. get smth for my little tv n a table to makan play mj n use lappie.

alright n i jus ended a call w her. n sad to say we ended our call very unhappily. actu dunno y after woke up suddenly felt very attached to her. like wanna stick w her n stuff. n now like that. perhaps was expecting her to say those hongy words to me. oh well.

is jus a fucking bad day. moody feeling down recently. sianed.

alright good night byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

:(
hipper-x

feeling quite dull right now. dunno why, damn sian. =( didnt meet norman since monday, i think this is really not gonna work out.

was late for work everyday, partner SEEMS a little unhappy, but i really cant be bothered about it anymore. ytd was last day at work. it was really fun working with JOLIN TSAI (LOL.) and daphane, the amino collagen girls, as well as the two Avene aunties. haha. last day of promotion at isetan scotts was WOOHOO!! went to work at 1.30pm when i was suppose to reach at 9.30. after working for just an hour, salesman isaac asked me n daphane to go for lunch tgt. he treated us to crystal jade sia. so nice of him. went for a super long break with isaac and by the time we went back to the booth, it was time to pack up and leave. lol. got paid for nothing sia. after work went for tian tian steamboat (it sucked!) and chris paid. damn shiok, 2 free meals hehe. den went to this ktv pub with isaac, chris, shujing. it was pretty fun la. sang alot of songs. HEHE. i paid the bill this time. but chris sponsored $20. HEHE. after that chris fetched me to true friend's place (he sped like siao. really damn scary. i felt like i was sitting on some bumper car) and played scrabble with her n slept over at her place. her 'naah..' joke made me keep laughing and i think we made ang soon (her mother) cant sleep. lol. so paiseh.

woke up this morn and ang soon prepared korean lunch for us. so sweet of her la. i feel damn paiseh everytime i go her place sia. den cabbed down to tpy to acc mum n sisters to see the fortune teller master chen. pretty upset about what he had said. really damn sian n moody the whole day after listening to what he said. after that, went down to sentosa for the long waited PD treat my bay promised. had some indian cuisine along the beach. it was nice to catch up with the FLV com. going to have pot luck party at david's place next weekend. lol. hope it'll be fun.

i know this is rather random. i feel that every attached girl will (or SHOULD) look for their bfs to talk to them about their problems. i dont even feel like telling norman anything. in fact, i dont even know how to communicate properly with him. i feel that this r/s is so un-real, so superficial. i really dont feel that he's there for me at all, and i feel that he doesnt need me to be there for him either. what's the point man.

anyway, was looking through all the old pics in my lappy. decided to upload SOME. lol. jus to bring back old memories. BUT, doesnt mean things can be like last time again. oh i should say, doesnt mean i WANT things to be back like last time. nono. i know we all have to move foward and not look back. but once in a while, it's nice to just look back at some wonderful memories. =)

1st time in my life i took a plane to another cty. lol. aust trip 2004:

movie world!
wet n wild world
dream world

1st overseas trip with school, guangdong china 2005:
HongKong 2006:

Batam 2003?? :
my first fish:
first (and only) NUS PRU project i joined. lol.

first pic with singapore idols. LOL.
First (and only) NUS camp i joined:

Graduation day:
All the female cousins

First trip to tioman:

First time i found durians at pulau ubin:
first time i could be bothered to dress up for racial harmony. lol
First pic with him (sucked!)


i'm really too bored. school's starting next mon. damn sian.


hipper-p

yup yup im at lahore hotel now. gg back to sin tonight. jus had cup noodles. yest had buffet w my colleagues. but eh food is alright only. oh well. but e room is like damn nice. hmm esp e toilet. like everywhere is mirror. so cozy somemore got free internet in e room. i shall rated my no.1 hotel among all. eh for now la not like i have stayed all yet. im still a innocent newbird. guide me along pls haha. siao bored la

oh well. yes i shall continue w my last entry w my 2008 newyr's resolutions :)

1. my relationship w my family will grow even better. good health n happier life to my parents brothers n i.

2. to work hard n be successful in my career.

3. to have a good saving n be contented w my life.

4. to lose weight, maintain n have a nice figure wahaha. so that eu can stop saying im fat.

5. to stop making my room messy. redo my room.

6. that moving towards my dream is much closer. (hope it does every yr till im 30) haha

7. to stop being so indecisive, kick off my always late habit n be more confident.

8. to have a even more lovely n happier rs w eu. that we both can be even more happier in our life. n both of us can change for e good.

eh well dunno if this really mean by resolutions but whatever. these r what i wish for in my 2008. n seriously hope that 2008 will get even better than 2007 :)

n also. wanna thanks all of u who love me so much n being there for me. hmm u know who ure. thankyou :)

well. n wanna wish eu HAPPY 33 or 34TH MONTH. haha cos we also cant really rem. oh well.

hope work will be smooth on my way back.

hipper-x

ok, norman n i r trying to learn to use photoshop. here's what he did:
LOL. so CUTE la. but the arm part abit fake. but well, good effort for the first try. his mum who's QUITE into fengshui scolded him for making the bruise on my face. she said it's like he's doing some black magic on me, something bad will happen to me. but he didnt really care la. lol.

and here's what i did. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know it looks damn fake! hahah. but really too bored sia. HEHE.

it's 2am. just got home from supper with MY and colleagues. geylang beef kuah teow!! =D talked alot la. i guess maybe it's really time to learn to be INDEPENDENT. seriously.
anyway, it's been a pretty boring week for me. work, work and work. i'm starting to feel that norman MIGHT not be my type. i mean, seriously. we didnt meet for like 3days. he didnt really care or what leh. and he's the kind who can dont contact me for the entire day one. feel very alone. like feel like the r/s is so unreal. hai. i dont know what he's thinking also. so weird. is this normal anot, i really dont know. =( if this continues, i'm afraid.... =((((((( and after not meeting for 3days(wed, thurs, fri), met him on sat for a movie. quarelled BIG TIME after the show man. got so upset, went to SQ-girl's place. so comforted me la. n listened to me. really treasure her man. =D sun was off day for me. met norman and went chomp for awhile den went home. ytd, he came to pick me after work. but the condition was for me to acc him to clarke quay to take some photos for his tourism project. den i told him to pick me again today, he said it's troublesome. =( is it just him or all guys dont like to fetch girlfriends??? isnt it bf's job to fetch gfs? or is this the 'double standard' thingy that true friend always talks about? y is he like SO different? =(

hai, although i complain so much. i'm still with him. what to do sia. somebody pls help me. =(


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erm i know im kind of late haha while everybody was happily celebrating new yr sending msges n calling their love ones wishing them on that day. n me.. well had a new year dinner w my colleagues at e hk hotel. n after that struggling to slp on that night cos have to wake up at 3plus for work. counting down alone in e room. plus i had a nightmare haha guess i had enough of scary stories. well but it doesnt really matter that that much. cos to me is jus another yr to me. hmm n is not really like tat day matters that alot but is e whole year. that 365days in year 2008.

oh well. dunno y suddenly feel like blogging haha. n i always have this feeling before my work. which i gg lahore tml. erm actu i also dunno where issit but jus did abit of homework. is pakistan. well. guess gonna nua big time over there. n now i actu thinking im gonna write everything n if i still have anything to write over there haha. so maybe shall save some in case i might be too bored. two full days man.

well. lets have a recap of my 2007. hehe. eh i shall say 2007 is quite a wonderful yr for me :) cos first thing of all. i have graduated!! thou is jus a dipolma but im no longer a student. haha oh well. n yes i got my dream job :) n dunno y i can feel that since i got e job sort of pull me n my family closer. which is a good thing. n i always feel bad esp times tat i was so poor. like always go out n have no money even that i have already working part time. so i have to take money from my parents. n i always tell myself one day i must repay back to them. for everything they have done for me n giving me money for jus like 6bucks 10 bucks which means so much to me at that moment. well. n sort of now. im able to give them 'allowance' wahaha. which im very grateful to have this job. like seriously. thanks god. for all ur blessing :)

n yea i been telling myself not to take now for granted. instead i must work hard keep improving be a good worker. so self motivated right haha. well n of cos trying to control not to spend so much n have a proper savings in case anything happen or changes. haha but of cos sometimes jus feel sian at work maybe too tired or what oh well not gg in detail to that. suppose to have a recap. yea. n yes 2007 also marks down being a player in canoepolo. haha well. had my last match SRRR. n got second. plus played w my team :) n felt that was quite a good fight cos thou we didnt train much at all yet our teamwork n mentally there. canoepolo was such a big part in my life. n yea not only i have enjoyed so much from this sport. i have met so many wonderful ppl. n also her :) kind of miss polo like those days yr 1 n 2 that we were so motivated to win. n every single trg was so impt to us. like we cant miss one n all e effort n stuff. well but now back to polo to catch up n stuff. is jus e feel is not there anymore. perhaps is cos of my team. those ppl. which plays such a big part to make a diff. i miss those days. those ppl. n my team :)

well. n yea 2007 is alot of changes for me n eu. like from seeing her everyday after school to once or twice a week or more. but im very glad things r getting real better as day goes by. shes getting better haha i mean from a moody black face easily agitated person to a understanding expressive n more reasonable gf.. erm but of cos still have some points need to improve hahaha. hmm i mean well im so happy that we are adapting well n things r going well for us :)

but well. 2007 is not a yr for my dads health. sigh. n my grandma passed away too while i was doing my forth solo. haix well.

hmm as for my mum n brothers. mum is doing fine w her childcare n my younger bro got his car licence too. eh for my elder bro i dunno leh nth big happened in 2007 for him. quite smooth n he went alot holis w his gf lor haha.

hmm alright i shall continue when i reach there k. my 2008 resolutions haha. cos is already 2plus need to get some rest.

ok good night ppl.

hipper-x

started working today at shaw house for optopharm again. will working daily from 9.30am to 9.30pm until 9th. hopfully i can hit the target of earning $100 a day!!!!!!!!!! =D

went to some pub at boat quay with norman kitty n jiaming on new yr's eve. true friend suppose to join us but she decided to stay home to accompany her mum. xianwen was at san francisco, tianying REFUSED to come, damn irritating. it was QUITE fun la. at 12 everyone in the pub just went mad. started spraying at each other. chasing each other. kanna the foam in my mouth. -.- so now i understand what is FUN to norman. -.- but for me, i would really rather just spend time with my loved ones alone. but decided to be a sweet girlfriend and just follow him, n let him plan the day. since he always complained my planning sucks because of my indecisiveness. bala, haze n big sis spent new yr's eve together with esther jie, WITHOU ME! =( who ask me to choose to spend it with norman. haiya, but it was really not that bad la. norman bought a clock in the shape of a cube that will change colour from a mute n deaf guy for me before it turned 12. he can be quite sweet at times la. i shall not complain so much n be happy with what i have. =)

this was taken at GEYLANG. we were trying to 'act cute' like this girl norman's friend brought. kept making this act cute expression. lol. stupid norman. i hate to go to geylang at night dressing like that. all the tiko uncles were like.......... but he insist to have supper there. WAHLAO.

and he said i should not show my bugs tooth. so............. i know it's damn act cute. -.-
see that red cubic clock!
i photoshopped this pic. i helped norman 'remove' his pimples n made his face look smaller/slimmer.LOL.

at 12plus ppl started calling me to go to MOS! muicher, grace, ah hao.............. so so so tempted. so i asked norman to go with me. he said 'u go la. i send u there den i go home.' =(((((((( so i didnt join my friends and cousins.

new year's day was a nua day too. but according to norman, i should 'nua' to the fullest b4 i start working on the 2nd. then i will be energetic for work. working till 9th. 10th-visiting master chen with mama, 11th-theng's bday, 12th-FLV pd treat?, 13th-NUA. 14th-SCHOOL STARTS!!!!!!!! shit. really no more time to rest n nua. damn sian really

boss kept warning me not to be late tmr. shall go sleep and be a good working tmr and hit my $100 target!!!!!!


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