have you guys ever wonder why God created humans but yet also create many cancers along with us..imagine you have work so hard to achieve ur fulfillment in life ( study hard, start a happy family, own a house...) but eventually u might be diagnosed with some cancer then u die...why is life like that? anw, beside worrying what cancer you might get, you also have to worry about ur children's health too..what if the cancer/diease is hereditary... well, just a thought, not trying to be negative or emo...

its just that a trip from the hospital makes me ponder so much..seeing all the old and sick patients..luckily some have their partner with them..i guess we cant depend much on our children cos i myself know for sure i cant support my parents if they grow old and sick, its not that i dont want to help, but i dont have the capability to help..medical fee are expensive nowadays...perhaps this explains why i dont see children accompanying their parents, they could be at work making money to pay the bill...

so is this what is life about? when we got everything that we worked hard for, then we just leave with nothing...


hmmm...LIFE..still have to go on!

hipper c

it's already the third week of school. so far everything in school is going on fine, i think. haha. very bored, ong is happening-ing in hall, playing bball with his friends. shall fill this up (got frm true friend's blog) before i start doing my jap homework. it's a survey ripped from Friendster's bulletin post, whereby you can only answer using one word that comes to your mind, haha.

1. Where is your cell phone?: desk
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: hall
3. Your hair?: thinning.
4. Your mother?: loud
5. Your father?: man
6. Your favorite thing?: Money
7. Your dream last night?: WEIRD
8. Your favorite drink?: milo?
9. Your dream car?: cooper
10. Say something about life?: drama
11. Your ex?: bye
12. Your fear?: pit-hole
13. Where do you want to be in 10 years?: mum?
14. Who did you hang out with last night?: ong
15. What you're not good at?: drawing
16. Muffins?: fat
17. When you die, would you rather be cremated or buried?: Buried
18. Where you grew up?: Singapore
19. Last place you've been to?: coffeeshop
20. What are you wearing?: brown.
21.Where are you?: Home
22. Your pet/s?: anne
23. Computer/laptop?: tablet
24. Your life?: ok
25. Your mood?: tired
26. Missing?: discipline
27. What are you thinking about right now?: jap
28. Your fav. color?: purple
29. Your work?: none
30. Your summer?: 'fulfilling'
31. Your relationship status?: Attached
32. Your favorite food?: spicy
33. When was the last time you laughed?: 6.30pm
34. Last time you cried?: unknown
35. School?: busy

i think it's abit boliao la. lol. very contented with everything i have right now. happier than before. and.... I'M ALSO GETTING FATTER! shit. jogged last thurs n 2days ago. hopefully i'd be disciplined to jog tmr after class.
caught meet dave with ong ytd, it was damn funny. really quite good! haiya very lazy to blog about other stuffs. just want to conclude that i'm very happy with everything now!! =D the only headache thing is the bday la. sian. and also very pek cek with my face. and i really feel very heavy and fat.

oh and hipper-x dont be so emo lehh. i saw the draft post. =( dont be too upset k. we're all here to support u!! =D



back to my jap book.

hipper-p

today is a big. opening of Olympic and her engagement day. i guessed it would be today. i should be happy for her, but somehow i feel sad. honestly speaking, i wanted so much to see her settle down soon and i know i must let go no matter what. but i didnt know it would be that fast, that soon. and now we cant even talk like friends..i guess the saddest part is not being to attend to her wedding, its like if i cant attend to any of the hippers wedding..did too much wrongs in the past which brought me to what it is now. stupid ideas and acting so irrational..cant stand myself too..

i long know it wont be possible anyway, struggle with myself and finally made my decision to stay away. but its tough..its like an addiction. i dont know what to do anymore..but i know whatever the case, she must be happy and i hope i could control myself so that she can be happy...hmm, hard to express...very hard to understand..i just hope perhaps we could be friends again.

life is at my lowest peak now, no love, no health, no wealth...first the one i like is married, body is breaking down, i can feel it...now, even my company is undergoing retrenchment..then my studies, dont even know i chose the right course not...i just hope someone will come and enlighten me...God is fair, cos he sent me 27 and 30...but i really have no feelings for them...even the tiny weeny bit....i tried going out with them, but really no special chemistry...ahh...dont know how to continue walking my life...too much sufferings and pain...im such a loser...

hipper c

yes! dyed my hair chocolate brown. very happy with the colour! i bought 2 boxes of DIY hair dye and dyed it myself. lol. damn auntie. and got a hair cut at central which cost.... $12!! not that bad afterall! lol. =D

went mambo (after not clubbing for a looooonngg time) with hipper-x and hydi n their friends. it was quite fun la. haha. pics below. haha.


and after mambo, forced myself to wake up at 9.30am the next morn to prepare lunch for ong! it was a busy and very 'auntie' morning. i went to the supermarket alone =( and came back to cook and da-bao-ed the food to his hall to surprise him. i cooked potato soup, some pork (in black sauce), taiwanese sausage and vegetables with mushroom. HEHEHE. carried the food and bought some cup noodles n chips to his hall. hehe. hipper-p is becoming sweeter... LOL.







i know the food LOOKS sad, but it's really tasty. ONG U BETTER SAY IT'S TASTY!! lol. =D

now waiting for ong to come n pick me and will be heading to aranda country club for enjia's rom party. =D first time ong will be meeting the entended teo family... WAHHAHAHAHA. so exciting. THERE'S NO TURNING BACK NOW. lol. next weekend will be xiuwen's 21st bday at aranda also and weilin's 21st also at aranda. lol.

here are the pics. (xianwen, dont say i only post nice pics of myself k. very fair one. i choose all these because i think both of us look good. haha. and the last one u look very sexy and i look ugly one k. lol.)











and we took this before going to the chalet in the morn.






shall upload pics of the wedding next time!








hipper-p

who say hipper-p is e only one tat blogging more often haha. im here to blog too!!

boo wheres hipper-c n hipper-w??!!!!!

well back from work today in e evening. went hm rushed out to acc her go trg. super tired. but well feeling down AGAIN.

y y y?? wat happen to me? y m i always feeling unhappy nowadays. sigh

anyway tml nth to do. she will be away enjoying e girly girl sch camp for 3days. n everyone will be busy w work n sch.

so decide if possible i must get my ass down to pick up driving. i bought alot of dvds. but my stupid laptop cant watch. i hate my laptop. cant watch mobtv cant watch dvd. totally useless.

looking forward to sep!! cos is a birthday month n my annual leave too. sigh i jus hope im off on 26th plss..

tired tired tired. SIGH.

hipper-x

hello this is hipper-p again. i'm too bored at home. now that ong is so far away =(, i guess i will be blogging more often. lol.

i have to blog about this, i think it's damn funny. just called hipper-c to see if she has finished work...

p: tianying!! have u finished work? wanna meet?
c: okok!! where??
p: central
c: wahlao... i thought u wanna ask me out to somewhere further..... do u mean clarke quay central mall?
p: SERANGOON CENTRAL.
c: ..... ok lor.




LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. i'm damn auntie. i'm too lazy to travel anywhere too far nowadays.

tianying i promise to go central mall with u one day k. =) today really too lazy to travel far.

gonna get our hair cut at CENTRAL!! lol. but definitely not the $4.80 one. HAHAHA.


hipper-p

here are the pics for the hip supper!

as u can read e title. hmm recently been feeling better :) maybe cos period is over?? haha i dunno.

but dunno y still in emo mood. cry easily. perhaps im a cry baby haha.

anyway wanna say thanks alot hippers for all e concern :) n also to jas. u nv fail to cheer me up. i love my friends :)

yea fri night went chomp!! our hippers' supper n we have a special guest that night. mr ong aka hipper-p's another half. haha all e best n we trust u, mr ong. that hipper-p will be in good hands not only now but in future n forever. hahaha so mushy.

yea went trg today. freaking hot sun that made me damn red n has ugly tanlines on my wrist!! anyway trg kind of bad. i think i was too high. okay very high. that i kept talking n talking. self-entertained. cos u know y. all of them look serious n sian. hmm. well well. dunno y i think perhaps is me. i shouldnt come for trg when im so relax n stuff cos i not taking part in comp? jus afriad u know maybe somebody might not be too happy w me cos maybe might think is unfair?? erm i dunno. but i do also wanna cheer u all up. so trg will be more fun under hot sun. oh well. but i dunno y. i was really talkative today haha. okay i will shut up. well anyway jiayou to muchies :) lots of catching up. i know is very hard. is inevitable to lose e standard that u used to be. cos seldom train like how u trained last time. play n stop play n stop n so is not consistent in polo. involved in work n stuff cos we have alr grad. n i believe as time goes by. priorities will tend to change. n dun mention gym or running. i think alot of us will be guilty. well yes yes but i still believe teamwork. like how u make use of each other strength n cover each other weakness. how u help each other to improve n motivate each other.

hmm well. anyway acc eu to buy her sis present den i went to watch money not enough 2 w my parents n younger bro. haha. erm i think not as bad as what e newspaper reported. can be more funny haha. but is really touching. cried. okay im emo again.

well thats how i spent my sat. well a packed aug to work hard. so i can enjoy my sep. jiayou wen :)

gonna slp. yawns.

love
hipper-x

yes!! today is ah hui's first treat. lol. going to treat my family to dinner for the first time at golden mile, gonna have chicken rice steamboat. and also... to introduce ONG to the CHONG FAMILY. wahahhahaha. so exciting. ong also met the hippers last night for a hip supper and it was quite fun and hip! (i think). lol. shall update on tonight's dinner and upload the hip pics we took ytd another time.

gonna watch MNE2 with my hip chong family after the dinner. =D

till i blog again!


Hipper-p