today is the 1st day of my term break. went to true friend's place last night had bak chor mee beside prata house n we 'studied' until 5am in the morn at the study area downstairs before we went back to her place to sleep. ang soon woke us up in the afternoon like 2pm. haha. she shouted, 'PENINCILLA! WAKE UP!' with her korean accent. lol. n prepared lunch for us. so nice of her. had korean rice cake n korean sushi. haha. while 'studying' we talk alot about our bfs. i wonder whether the bfs talk so much about us to their friends anot. i guess not la. true friend's zoo-keeper joke was WOOHOO! joke of the yr. LOL. shall video it down next time. haha. we studied quite abit la, considering the fact that we might not even have touched our books if we both stayed at home lol. tmr's angsoon's bday, true friend bought a coffee cake for her. den this uncle damn scared we would 'snatch' the last coffee cake from him. den told us 'the two of u cant finish the large cake one la' den he proceeded to the cashier to pay for his cake FIRST, fearing we would wanna buy first. wtf, siao one.

today is also norman's 1st day of part time work at the night safari as a show presenter!! haha. so excited for him. happy for him as well, he got the job that he very much wanted. i would say he's lucky as well la, to get the job out of so many ppl who went for interview (mayb others didnt start today or they chose to work in the zoo or what la.). so fast la. he applied for the job on wed night, recieved call on thurs to go for interview on fri, sat they called to ask him start work on mon! haha. thurs was fun! we role-played the interview scenario. i 'interviewed' him and helped him prepare. haha. guess he did well during the real interview la. ALL THANKS TO ME. HAHAHA. thick skin sia. he said the qns i asked were about the same. HEHE. right now, still waiting for his phone call. must be busy working la. haha. look forward to listening to his stories. mayb today he only cleaned poo, bring hula hoop for the monkey, bring the snake back to it's 'location' or whatever u call that, play with the owl... LOL. true friend n i was talking about how funny it will be if we were to be his audience while he's working. LOL.

plans for the week :
mon - finish reading money n banking lect.
tues - start on money n banking essay
wed - marketing webcast or mayb work for amino collagen
thurs - marketing assignment
fri - work at natas fair
sat - work at natas fair
sun - prepare for macro mid term

wahlao, so many things to do. damn sian.


Hipper-p

i have been feeling low recently. dunno what happened to me.

so depressed.

like so many things run through my mind. i feel sian as well. jus feel like staying alone in e room n have a long cry anytime.

n not to mention i do can cry anytime. whats wrong w me.

i really very confused n lost. nobody can understand. how i wish somebody has that key of mine to unlock. so damn pain.

hipper-x

GUESS WHO???

school barely just started, and it's mid sem break next week. which means, mid term testS are coming!!!!!!! and also all the term essays n papers r gonna be due real soon. =( i'm still stuck at lecture one for most of my modules, except japanese because consistant work is needed. such a coincidence that yuting n jaslyn r also taking jap2!! haha.

very lazy to blog recently. by right, i should be busy studying now. i'm so behind time. but really not in the mood to study. haha. life has been quite 'smooth'. i need to find more things to do i guess. quite addicted to mahjong also. won $50 at sengkang last fri! have been cooking frequently also, i mean norman has been. and me, have to do the washing. we bought live crab that day and the killing process was cruel but funny. lol.

here are some random pics!


Weekiat's 21st:
Yikying's 21st:









Working with them was fun!! :

norman chee's photoshop 'skills' wahlao. look like... some transexual.




hipper-p

HAPPY V DAY and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HEE JUNG!!

sad to say, but this is the only gift i've received...

Happy Valentine! =)
Thanks & Regards, Jasmine Chua


This story tells us something about..... LOVE & LIFE.

My husband is an engineer by profession. I love him for his steady nature and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy.

My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.

"Why?" he asked, shocked.

"I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased.

Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him?

And finally he asked me: "What can I do to change your mind?"

Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.

Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: "Here is the question.... If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind."

Let's say; I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me?"

He said: "I will give you your answer tomorrow...."

My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....

My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but .... please allow me to explain the reasons further....."

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

"When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.

You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.

You love travelling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs.

So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ... "

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting ... and as I continue reading...

"Now, that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favourite bread and fresh milk..."

I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread....

Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...

That's LIFE, and LOVE.

When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model. It could be the dullest and most boring form ...

Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship.

Under all this, the pillar of true love stands ... AND THAT'S LIFE

The happiest people in the world... are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect.

LOVE is not just between two lovers, husband and wife--it also encompasses mother, father and siblings, sisters and brothers, friends and neighbours! Until I think of you again with the next warm life touching story...

It is better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.

cny was a little boring for me. loads of drama happened in the family. i havent open all my red packets yet. shall open altogether on the 15th day of cny. i only opened the one frm the mistress and the one frm norman's mum. apparently, the mistress gave batam ppl more than singaporeans. wtf. not about the content or what. it just shows how fake she is. bitch.
norman's mum gave me another $20 on top of the red packet because she struck 4D. so paiseh. i didnt want to take but she forced me to. -.- the whole chee family has some kind of 4D luck. i always hear them striking lottery. his uncle struck like more than $10k during cny. and norman chee regretted not betting one it..... -____________-

went to weibing's place on 2nd day of cny night. played mahjong n talked abit. it was quite fun la. first place i went to for cny because the rest was in batam. damn sian. reached home at like 6plus am the next morn n played mahjong with me cousins the whole morning until 3rd day evening went to bukit batok. nv sleep at all. so crazy. gambled there also. the whole chong (or rather, teo) family r really GAMBLERS. WE ARE THE TRUE GAMBLERS. gamble non stop seriously. i lost about $100 this year. no gambling luck this yr.


dont know y, i'm feeling kinda down knowing that v.day is coming. shall not expect much to prevent disappointment.


hipper-p

i feel so tired. like so damn tired. been thinking alot.

so many stuffs. been excited abt new yr but things not gg that well these days.

oh well. we broke up recently. n dunno y this time round can really feel is e end of it.

came back from work on first day. nv fail to feel good of somebody send me to work n fetch me home. thankyou dad :) cos e lonely kind of feeling esp gg for long flight to work is so oh well. sad. perhaps need time to get used to it cos anyway is still work.

yes work. n i jus hate it to being accused of smth that what.. im not following instructions. n yea i dun bear to let e name out. n on e other hand i think im jus being foolish to take up e blame. felt like shit. so i didnt smile much in e end kanna say again. fuck. is first day of new yr. n make me so damn unhappy. jus when i tot abt it n decided to go explain to her everything. but that girl told me im clearing p today. so i guess better not. sigh.

oh yea. nomore p in front of my name :) feel scary jus nice my booklet pgs ran out. n jus changed to a new one. but i think is a good thing. it means a new start :) well hopefully like alot have told me. life working will be much smoother. i hope so. i hope it will be e same for me as well.

n seriously stupid thing is they actually take me away from shanghai which i was suppose to do w cheryl n van my both batch girls. n gave me like beijing which work is like early morning. somemore come back even later on sunday. n today im gg house visiting n guess got to come back early cos gt to wake up like 4am to prepare for work. argh.

tired. breathless. give me some strength pls.

hipper-x

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!

i'm leading an un-hip life. =( i feel that i'm becoming a boring person. or mayb i have all the while been a boring person. =(

is it true that the person closest to u will be the last person u will want to go out with?

this is retribution.


hipper-p