extracted two of my wisdom tooth (two more to go!) last sat. i thought something was wrong with me, because i didnt really feel any pain for the next two days after the extraction. mayb it was because of the super strong medicine that i took. the medication made me feel like i tio poison after eating them and fall into deep sleep, with heart thumping super fast and would feel damn weak. and the headache started to attack me on thurs......... until today, feeling much better alr.

i have decided to reject teaching offer and join FACT software international! (yes, the company we interviewed for the project in the video in the previous post) have been thinking alot alot alot about what is it that i really want in life (mayb that was the cause for the terrible headache and not the wisdom tooth extraction!). i seriously think i was having pre-graduation-depression. especially after receiving the letter from MOE, i kept thinking, IS THIS REALLY WHAT I WANT? to teach in a JC? to sign the bond of FOUR YEARS and to teach for the rest of my life? i wasnt sure of what i want, in fact, until now i dont even know what i want! so i decided i should not make any decision on impulse and decide the path of the next 4yrs of my life NOW. mayb i will try to join teaching again someday. when i have finished seeing the world outside!! teaching, i feel, is a retirement job. only when we have seen and learned MORE in life, den we can teach the young right? now, i still have a student mindset, how to teach? but mayb some ppl are really really passionate about teaching den they shd start young!

ok about how i SUDDENLY got another job offer. had dinner with the CEO and other grp mates on wed to thank him for helping us with the project. and i found out they are looking for someone to do marketing, and they found out that i was graduating this semester. i thought they were just asking 'for fun' whether i'm interested to join them. but on thurs they called me up for an interview with the marketing staff, Ms Rozana! Ms Rozana is really my lucky star. she said i'm just like her last time. from cjc, nus econs major, she went into teaching for 1 yr before she joined FACT! i will be working closely with her. i really look forward to it! =D so i passed the 1st round and had 2nd interview with the CEO on fri, and i got the job!! i really felt like i was dreaming! just a dinner and i found a rare opportunity! =D haha. so happy, and so lucky! really feel very lucky to be able to get a job so quick in this down period........ i hope everyone else who is graduating will find a job soon too! =D i know i shouldnt be so happy YET because they job might be SHIT, but it seems really challenging! i'm really happy to be given this opportunity and chance to prove my worth! I PROMISE TO WORK HARD! =D

so now, i feel so much more relaxed. i can concentrate on my final exams and chiong for my degree with merit without having to worry about not getting a job after graduation. feel so happy and blessed =) my life's finally on track... for now! thank you ong peh peh for being there for me during my 'pre-graduation-depression'-period! although he is very busy preparing for his exams now, he nv fails to listen to me grumble and grumble about the same old trivial stuffs! =D



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