feeling very pek cek and down since the beginning of the day. cramps r really killing me. feel very weak and couldnt concentrate during lecture at all. when i reached home n checked my mail, i received an e-greeting card from ong to cheer me up! hahaha. so sweet of him. the simple e-card really made my day. =D thanks my ong! =D

have been QUITE busy with school work recently but so far still manageable la. =) feel much more hardworking this sem, really hope that i can pull up my cap. =)

bumped into the senior whom i got to know when i was in yr1 while on my way to school both ytd and today. he's the one who told me, 'it's really VERY difficult to get an F in NUS' lol. and he's also the one who told me i will CONFIRM break up with my 5yrs bf (ben that time) before i graduate. and i told him confidently 'WONT ONE LA'. so, the first thing he asked when he saw me at the bus stop was.. 'r u still with that bf?' wah damn paiseh la. lol. he taught me alot of things. lol. he just came back from noc (overseas internship) at stockhelm and he shared alot of stories with me and showed me alot of photos on the bus. so jealous of him. i think it is really a very good experience to live overseas for like a year or so. he seems very different now, like matured alot. but the sad thing is i think he broke up with his gf. it's really difficult to maintain LDR. i wonder what will happen if ong goes for exchange next time... =( of course i wont STOP him from going la. if it's good for him, he should go! but it really takes alot of effort to maintain LDR but i believe we can! =D

feeling very nua now, dont feel like doing anything. but gotta finish my jap homework. damn sian. chiba, the jap lecturer, is too hardworking, gave alot of extra work. -.-

there are alot of things i wanna say, but lazy to type. haha. i just type whatever comes to my mind la. hehe.

sat, ong n i went to play mahjong at sk with my cousins. they usually play 50cents 1dollar (max 5tai $32) but whenever they play with me they would downgrade to 30cents 60cents (max 5tai $20). but that night they kept persuading me to play bigger so i played 50cent 1dollar FOR THE FIRST TIME. damn stressed. but ong was damn nice, he told me to just play and passed me his wallet. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHE. but but but, i didnt use his money at all. we won $68!!! hehehe. very happy. ong played dota with chee and my other cousin, ah hao. lol. i think everyone is starting to be comfortable with ong. haha. and my another cousin, ck, kept making fun of him. my sister's bf's nickname is chee-the-man, and at first we wanted to call ong, ong-the-man. but it doesnt sound nice leh. so i dont know how it became ong-the-bear! LOLLLL. poor thing. i think that's gonna be what my family will be calling him forever. hopefully the next time we meet our cousins they will forget about it la. but i think they wont. haha. nvm la, ong-the-bear very cute. hahaha.

sun, ong accompanied me to help my sister to work. to deliver some things to different guardian stores and my sister lent me her car for the day! fetched ong back to his hostel at night, almost got into an accident at the highway. i almost bang into the car infront of me because i was busy trying to cut lane and didnt look infront. stupid sia. luckily ong shouted at me to stop. phew. very happy that day, first time i drove him around and i was supposed to show him my pro driving skills..... hahaha. ok i admit i'm still not a very good driver, but i really improved alot ok!! haha

i want to buy a wonder bear! want to watch wall-e. want to visit rupini. want to go sing k-box. want to buy new clothes. want to go shopping. want to buy new coloured lens. want to buy a new dress from hula n co. want to go to the zoo with ong. want to eat good food and drink hot soup. want to buy more lay's salt n vinegar potato chips. want to lose weight!!!!!!!!


I NEED MORE TIME!!!!!


haiya getting too long winded. shall go n do my jap homework soon.


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