very angry at my sisters. someone took my keys out n i'm stuck at home cant go for my jap lect. i studied QUITE hard for my quiz last night and finished the lecture homework also. and now, i have to get zero for both my quiz n lecture. very angry!

ok now, some updates. life has been pretty good recently. i cant say everything's perfect la. of course had arguements with ong, but most of the time, or infact he would say it's ALL the time, i'm the one who find trouble when there's no problem at all. mayb i really have mental illness. LOL. but overall, everything's still very sweet la. hehe.

just read afew friend's blog. very jealous of one, and feel very upset for the other. one will be going to japan with the boyfriend to spend christmas! omg! and the other just got dumped by the bf for unknown reasons. ANYTHING can happen in a relationship. we should always be on guard and not let ourselves get hurt. ok, mayb i'm just talking cock. -.-

it's already mid term break next sem and i have 2mid term tests and 1 term assignment due the week after the term break. the term break would be a super busy one. gotta study for tests, prepare for the bday, do my term assignment, project presentation...................... so many things to do, i scared dont even have time to spend with my loved ones (family, ong, hippers and friends) =(

went sk to play mahjong on sat. lost $100plus. die already. i wanna quit gambling. feel very bad ong had to bear half the lost. he refused to take back the money. i dont want him to think that i'm trying to eat his money. =( =(

went to see car with haze chee and ong ytd. suppose to test drive lehhhh, but didnt get the chance to. haze is seriously getting another car and I THINK she's not gonna sell the old one. means............ maybe i have more chances to borrow her car? haha. dreamswork is expanding. they now have a van, a kangoo, a kia and another mitsubishi (i think) soon. haze is such a pro. buying her 2nd car (though not very good brands, but i think it'ss already a very big deal) at the age of 25. i'm turning 21 soon. when the heall would i own my own car? i dont know. feel very lousy.

and i received true friend's sms just now. 'eh guess what. we are both losers. we should die. joanna DRIVES to school'. wtf. joanna is one hi-bye-friend of ours. many times she act like she nv see us in school. so we dont really care also. but today she suddenly talked to true friend at the smoking alley very 'friendly-ly' and was complaining to her about erp........... WTFFFFFFFFFFFF. trying to show off she drives isit. tmd. ok, mayb we're just too sensitive.


haiya, wanna go n mug already. i know it's hard, but i really hope to at least graduate with a degree with merit...


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