Sunday, April 27, 2008
feeling damn emo now.
all the stress. i'm not gonna make it for international econs. gonna get a BIG-FAT-F. serve me right. didnt attend a single lecture (except the first intro lect), only attended 2 tutorials for the entire sem. what are u doing priscilla. thinking that i can chiong all the way during study break. but there's just too much to study. feel like just giving up.
but i cant!! papa has high expectations. i used to have very high expectations for myself too. but nowadays i just hope to pass everything, when i used to aim higher last time.
like what norman always says, when u feel like giving up, think of the attitude u had on the first day of school. damn true. i rmb the first day of sch, i told myself i have to work hard! i never thought i would make it to nus seriously. so i should treasure this chance. but, after being in nus for close to 2yrs, i start to think that being an undergraduate is 'no-big-deal'. the things we learn are really redundant.
i miss sec school days when i was so worry-free.
hipper-p
