i feel so tired. like so damn tired. been thinking alot.
so many stuffs. been excited abt new yr but things not gg that well these days.
oh well. we broke up recently. n dunno y this time round can really feel is e end of it.
came back from work on first day. nv fail to feel good of somebody send me to work n fetch me home. thankyou dad :) cos e lonely kind of feeling esp gg for long flight to work is so oh well. sad. perhaps need time to get used to it cos anyway is still work.
yes work. n i jus hate it to being accused of smth that what.. im not following instructions. n yea i dun bear to let e name out. n on e other hand i think im jus being foolish to take up e blame. felt like shit. so i didnt smile much in e end kanna say again. fuck. is first day of new yr. n make me so damn unhappy. jus when i tot abt it n decided to go explain to her everything. but that girl told me im clearing p today. so i guess better not. sigh.
oh yea. nomore p in front of my name :) feel scary jus nice my booklet pgs ran out. n jus changed to a new one. but i think is a good thing. it means a new start :) well hopefully like alot have told me. life working will be much smoother. i hope so. i hope it will be e same for me as well.
n seriously stupid thing is they actually take me away from shanghai which i was suppose to do w cheryl n van my both batch girls. n gave me like beijing which work is like early morning. somemore come back even later on sunday. n today im gg house visiting n guess got to come back early cos gt to wake up like 4am to prepare for work. argh.
tired. breathless. give me some strength pls.
hipper-x
smile :DD 4:22:00 PM
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