feeling quite dull right now. dunno why, damn sian. =( didnt meet norman since monday, i think this is really not gonna work out.

was late for work everyday, partner SEEMS a little unhappy, but i really cant be bothered about it anymore. ytd was last day at work. it was really fun working with JOLIN TSAI (LOL.) and daphane, the amino collagen girls, as well as the two Avene aunties. haha. last day of promotion at isetan scotts was WOOHOO!! went to work at 1.30pm when i was suppose to reach at 9.30. after working for just an hour, salesman isaac asked me n daphane to go for lunch tgt. he treated us to crystal jade sia. so nice of him. went for a super long break with isaac and by the time we went back to the booth, it was time to pack up and leave. lol. got paid for nothing sia. after work went for tian tian steamboat (it sucked!) and chris paid. damn shiok, 2 free meals hehe. den went to this ktv pub with isaac, chris, shujing. it was pretty fun la. sang alot of songs. HEHE. i paid the bill this time. but chris sponsored $20. HEHE. after that chris fetched me to true friend's place (he sped like siao. really damn scary. i felt like i was sitting on some bumper car) and played scrabble with her n slept over at her place. her 'naah..' joke made me keep laughing and i think we made ang soon (her mother) cant sleep. lol. so paiseh.

woke up this morn and ang soon prepared korean lunch for us. so sweet of her la. i feel damn paiseh everytime i go her place sia. den cabbed down to tpy to acc mum n sisters to see the fortune teller master chen. pretty upset about what he had said. really damn sian n moody the whole day after listening to what he said. after that, went down to sentosa for the long waited PD treat my bay promised. had some indian cuisine along the beach. it was nice to catch up with the FLV com. going to have pot luck party at david's place next weekend. lol. hope it'll be fun.

i know this is rather random. i feel that every attached girl will (or SHOULD) look for their bfs to talk to them about their problems. i dont even feel like telling norman anything. in fact, i dont even know how to communicate properly with him. i feel that this r/s is so un-real, so superficial. i really dont feel that he's there for me at all, and i feel that he doesnt need me to be there for him either. what's the point man.

anyway, was looking through all the old pics in my lappy. decided to upload SOME. lol. jus to bring back old memories. BUT, doesnt mean things can be like last time again. oh i should say, doesnt mean i WANT things to be back like last time. nono. i know we all have to move foward and not look back. but once in a while, it's nice to just look back at some wonderful memories. =)

1st time in my life i took a plane to another cty. lol. aust trip 2004:

movie world!
wet n wild world
dream world

1st overseas trip with school, guangdong china 2005:
HongKong 2006:

Batam 2003?? :
my first fish:
first (and only) NUS PRU project i joined. lol.

first pic with singapore idols. LOL.
First (and only) NUS camp i joined:

Graduation day:
All the female cousins

First trip to tioman:

First time i found durians at pulau ubin:
first time i could be bothered to dress up for racial harmony. lol
First pic with him (sucked!)


i'm really too bored. school's starting next mon. damn sian.


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