Tuesday, December 4, 2007
right now, my mind is in a mess. feeling so disturbed, annoyed, puzzled.
what if what 'someone' says is true? i seriously need somebody to tell me it's not, RIGHT NOW. i cant study anymore. cant concentrate. shall just go for my paper tmr n do my best. write whatever that comes to my mind for that 2 long essay questions. i just pray for a C for this module seriously. oh actually i just hope to pass everything. i'm not asking for much. just C for every module. i promise to work hard next sem. i promise.
if this 'someone' is just some bo liao person trying to play mind games with me, i would feel so dumb to be disturbed by him/her. there just something in me that's telling me it MIGHT be true. might. mayb there just isnt enough trust. but so what if it's true. do i really care that much? i dont know. i think i'm not really SO affected but definitely a little affected. i dont know what i'm talking about here also. i'm so confused.
maybe everyone around me is right. i'm just an innocent LITTLE girl. -.-
hipper-p
