Sunday, September 16, 2007
it's a sunday! i had a really good rest. =D
got home 4plus last nite n was awakened by papa at 10AM to have breakfast with him. really super super tired, but decided drag myself up frm bed. i should spend sometime with my family! it's sunday!! family day!! hehe. had bak kut mee (yummy!) and went back home to sleep till 6plus. lol.
drove over to grace's to pass her the mee goreng and got her to acc me to ben's place to pass him his clothes, ps2 games and guitar. i thot he might need to use them la.
feel quite lost after the meeting (haha!) dunno why. i should feel at ease, or, should feel more relieved or wad la. but i didnt. just feel lost. haha. wierd. he seems sick. n we could here g-na 'crying' and barking from downstairs. awww.. i miss g-na so much. wonder if she would still jump on me if she sees me again, or bite me instead. =(
i dunno wad i wan in life la seriously. after i left, he sent a msg:
'thanks for coming all e way.. hope i'll get to see u again n dat wasnt e last.. anyw, take good care of yrself.. u look much much happier w/o me.. cont to smile!'
am i really happier? lol. i dunno either. he seems unwell and haggard.. hai.
just recieved a call from true fren. she's so upset la. she's very lost too. i really wanna help her, but dunno how to. damn worried.
feeling lost.Hipper-p
