here i am again! i've decided to make this blog more ALIVE. i think i'll blog more often since my life is like so dull now, without ben. HAI. i also dunno wad i want la. but i know for sure we wont be together again. so, i'm still trying to find my LIFE.

just woke up after watching 2 movies in a row ytd and slept at 3plus. -.- watched 881 and blood brothers. both were sucky. i dont even understand a single shit for 881 (was forced to watch by my fren. -.-) 80% of the show was hokkien songs. the whole theatre was filled with AUNTIES. and their phones kept ringing throughout the show, den they pick up and talked so loudly in the theatre. sucks. den we watched blood brother cuz we were too bored. another wierd show, sucky contents, or perhaps i'm too shallow to understand and appreciate this kinda show.

so for now, movies tt i wanna watch are:

1. Ratatatouille (thou i've watched the dvd already, i wana catch it again!!)
2. License to Wed (seems like a funny show!)
3. Contract lover (Hk movie. i guess it's tt kinda show tt u can guess the ending right frm the start, but well, i think i would still be funny, or mayb romantic?)
4. Rush Hour 3 (thou i dont like jackie chan, but watched the trailer on gv website. seems funny. and my fren wanna watch it. so just go la. it will be good if it's free!! hehe.)
5. Evan Almighty (the trailer made me soooo wanna watchit! so cute la, his moustache! =D)

So, ppl! pls ask me out. i dont like to stay at home alone. i feel very lonely n i'll keep thinking of unhappy things. but i understand la, everyone is busy with their own lives. i gotta learn to be strong. =(

So, i practically wanna watch all the comedies that r screening la! haha. to make myself happier la. so moody nowadays. mood swing till damn jia lat. flare up at hipper-c ON MSN. lol.

everyone keep asking me 'are u ok anot?' everyone meaning, mummy, bala, haze, big sis, grace, hippers... but not my new found true fren-heejung. she thinks i can handle this. haha. mayb cuz her problems are much BIGGER and more COMPLICATED compared to mine la. i understand, i really wanna help her, but dunno how to. hai! but according to grace, i've been acting abnormally, sometimes laughing n joking like crazy den suddenly turn emotional. haha. i also dunno wad's wrong la. i make myself sound so sick. lol. i guess it just takes TIME for things to get better. for the wound to heal, for me to forget everything. n for me to be a happy hipper! and live a HIP LIFE! (yes! tt's y we have this hip blog. lol.)

so, to ans everyone's qn, 'i'm ok!!' sorry if i scared anyone with my wierd behaviours recently. dont worry, i'm really ok. i'm saying it with the 'i'm ok'-hand sign i made on tt clubbing nite. LOL. hipper-x shd understand. i wanna be a HAPPY HIPPER!!!!! =D

this entry is getting too long la. i think i'm really too bored man. gotta go get ready for my martell job($$$$$$$). =( and to someone's bf, i also dont like to put thick makeup, it gives me more outbreak. it's cuz of my job that i have to, if not the aunty will say me. dont gossip abt me. damn irritating.

With love,
hipper-p